So fucking true seriously.
For that very period of time, we start to get close. It's all great for a while. JUST A WHILE.
Then someone stops trying which is definitely me. Talk less together with awkward conversations.
Ended up, drifting part begins. No communication at all.
Memories start to fade and the person you know become that person we knew.
Even walking down the street, you wave to me and I won't even bother.
That's how it usually goes right?
Ultra imba super duper sad isn't it?
I know right.
Don't say already. :( sighhhhh.
I am so reluctant to book in later.
But aiya fuck it. Tell myself to train as much as I can.
Mom asked me why I suddenly so motivated.
Training from Monday to Friday and Saturday attend thai boxing lessons.
I told her because I will to become fitter and protect you from those mofos that trying to flirt you.
She fucked me straight in the face and say WHY SO RUDE?
HAHAHAHA.
Army life.
I seriously don't understand why people must geng in army.
Trying to play around with the army system when you dislike it?
I know it is freaking 2 years. Who will want to give up 2 years of their lifespan to the government?
But what to do? Just tell yourself man. Do your very best in the upcoming 2 years.
Make your parents and girlfriends proud of you when they paste the rank and badge on your NO.4 uniform. That's what a real man should do.
Definitely I will do that. Do the very best I can just to let my parents feel proud of me.
With regards,
Edmundd Tann.
Timefiles - I Choose You.
Krewella Alive - Live For The Night.
