I know right. I know everything is going to be alright.
Maybe not today but eventually the day will come.
I will still be the cheerful guy. No worries guys! So stop texting or whatsapping me asking me am I alright a not. I am perfectly fine.
But..... Okay lah, I don't hide from you guys already. Just feel kinda disappointed in all the effort I put on somebody and I don't know why all of the sudden I just feel like giving up everything literally.
Really is everything. Perhaps is those sentence that she said that made me really turn off.
Maybe she doesn't mean it but seriously why bother?
I admit I did have a crush on her. Just a crush. Even up till now.
However.... I got no confident at all. Just no confident. Not because I cannot afford to spend more time with her but I am worried that there will be lots of fights, quarrels, worries and heartaches during the process. Moreover, I am in camp. Even if I really break down, I don't know who to find. So I tell myself that it is best if I keep a distance away from her now on.
It's hard. I must admit. Really hard.
What to do? Suck thumb and carry on my life.
I bet she wouldn't even interested in me at the very first place anyway.
One sided love....
Awwwwww.
P.S
Pardon if I got tons of grammatical and spelling mistakes.
I am blogging now with my eyes 1/4 open.
God damn tired.
Been training from morning till night.
Never stop at all.
That's all I've to say.
Will update my post tomorrow.
Goood night.
With regards,
Edmundd Tannnnnnn
