I always tell myself that I can afford to waste my time just to change you.
Just to make you have the trust in every guy again.
But right after yesterday, I realize everything is going to end or can I say it has already ended.
I failed to do so. I failed completely.
I think too highly of myself, once again.
Since that is the case, I've got no chips left to bargain.
But I always tell myself to look at the bright side. At least I tried my best right?
No matter what the final result is, it doesn't matter anymore.
Maybe I really didn't touch your heart at all.
All my actions and everything.
Surprisingly my friend always tell me something. When I got really emotional, I tend to memorize emotional song lyrics in an amazing speed.
At start I don't believe. However right after yesterday, I heard something that really makes my mood change 360 degree. I sang a chinese song just thrice and I manage to memorize everything damn thing. Even those tones that require high pitch, singing with feelings and everything.
After that my friend straight away took her guitar out and start playing the song.
Eventually both of us made a video.
I'm still uploading the video to youtube.
Stay tune alright? I'll post it up later.
Well, that's all I've to say.
Will post in like 30minutes timee.
Goooooodbye!
With regards,
Edmundd Tann
All along I thought I've the confident.
Confident in winning your heart no matter what.
At the very start, my mind is so god damn sure that I am not interested in her.
But.... But.... I don't know why as time goes by, I get butterflies in my stomach flying around whenever I see her. All along, my mind was telling me that this is just a game.
A challenge for me after slacking for so long. I won't fall for her, no matter what.
However, ever since last Wednesday, I finally realize what place you stand in my heart.
My heart told me the truth which I never believe at start.
As time passes, I finally know something. You're inside there long ago.
Now its my turn to feel that hot and cold shoulder from you.
I finally realize the feeling is terrible.
Utterly freaking terrible.
But who am I to blame? No one but myself.
Every single moment.
No less and many more.
That's what I want.
I really tried.
But I know I've failed.
Failed to make you laugh, concern you, pamper you and last but not least make you be the happiest lady in this world.
FYI:
I'm not flirting.
The reason why we blog? Is because we want to rant out all our unhappiness right?
That's what exactly I'm trying to say.
I know its impossible. That's why I choose to let go right after your birthday.
At least it tells me that I've tried my best. To give you a memorable birthday that no one had ever gave you.
Mark my words.
We'll see when the time come in around 2 weeks time.
I wish you a happy birthday in advance for now.
All the best for you.
Really, thank you for giving me a chance to see you for the past few days.
Its memorable to me already...
I'm not a greedy guy.
Hope you like your hair color that you dyed yesterday.
Like what I always tell you, don't always care about what other people say.
As long as you like it, It doesn't really matter what kind of comment other people gave right?
With regards,
Edmundd Tann
