I always tell people around me not to lie to me.
Once you lie to me that's it.
No more chance. Jolly well fuck off from my life. I don't need you.
*Off NOTE*
I admit it is my fault. I shouldn't give you any false alarm.
I said sorry and I really mean it.
You're really an awesome friend. 100% best of the best.
But I don't have anything for you. Don't force me will you?
Put aside that. How many times I told you? Don't be so possessive because I really dislike it a lot.
You wrap around me tightly till I couldn't breath at all.
You know I don't want this kind of stuff from you.
I hate it.
All I need is trust but it seems like you don't give me any.
How many times I promise you I will be back home safely? Yes I know my past ruin everything.
But babe, people do changed right? So why can't you just give me a chance to prove it?
I'm sorry if I've to chase you away. Obviously you and I belongs to two different world.
We don't suit each other at all.
That's all I've to say. I know you read my blog quite often.
Hope you get what I mean.
Relationship definitely come in on the second list.
Reason being? Simple! Friends are always the one that will stay by your side when you're so so so down.
HOWEVER!
Everyone is greedy right?
Everyone still want a partner right?
THUS,
I DO also want a relationship whereby we can be best friends, same lifestyle, same mindset, mutual trust, NOT POSSESSIVE AT ALL and last but not least understanding enough.
I know it is almost impossible to find one like this.
But well, #justsaying. HAHA!
Whatever it is, let nature take its course.
Best phrase to sum up everything.
:)
Surprisingly I still can manage to blog properly despite the fact that I came back from drinking.
Pardon me if there's tons of grammatical errors and broken sentences in this post.
Alrighty! Ima hit the sack now.
Dead dead tiredddd.
Gooooood nightttttt!
With regards,
Edmundd Tann
