Countless and countless of time.
Again and again.
I try to stand by your side whenever you need someone to.
Don't you notice all the things I've done for you?
I gave you a chance that night and you rejected me. Not once, not twice but thrice.
You know how painful it is? I kept telling myself never mind its okay. I'll try again next time.
Failure after failure. I am tired. Really really tired.
No more.
I guess maybe it is not meant to be.
I'm not going to bother anymore. Not gonna care anymore.
Trust me. When I say it, I will do it.
Just hoping for my friend to come back from Taiwan.
Everything will be settled.
But remember, chances are only given to people who appreciate it.
Once its gone don't even think of taking it back.
I can be really nice guy but I hate to try really hard when someone don't even bother at all.
Ended up? I got really tired and will let go of everything.
Every single one of them and won't turn back.
I'm not rushing.
I'm just tired.
Literally tired.
With regards,
Edmundd Tan..



