I always wanted to do that.
But I swear, I really swear whenever I feel like typing it out and send it to you, I hesitated.
I ended up backspacing everything and not send anything at all.
I keep asking myself why? Why did you backspaced? Are you afraid or something?
Yes I admit I am afraid.
Afraid to lose a friend just like that.
Totally.
On the other hand, I know where exactly I stand in her heart.
So eventually I choose to shut the fuck up and keep everything to myself.
You people may insult me by saying why am I lacking of confidence?
I admit once again! Over the years, my confidence level really dropped. Not a little but definitely more than what you guys think.
I tried not to think about it at all but no matter how many times I try to keep myself busy, it seems like.... Ah fuck! TERRIBLE.
Maybe... Maybe... On June 29th. Heading to Brunei may let me forget everything.
I guess that is the best way.
I hope so. I really hope.
Lydia told me she love to sing this song with me ever since that day at Chervon.
HAHAHAHA. EH I KNOW YOU CONFIRM STALK MY BLOG.
DON'T PAISEH DON'T PAISEH.
Just praise me since you kept saying my voice is damn sweet when singing this song.
I promise I will be humble.
LOLOLOLOL!
Must find one day sing together again 'hor'.
Wayy too many people say we sing this song like couple already.
HAHAHA
With regards,
Edmundd Tann
